Sunday, March 02, 2008

Succotash Sunday

A bit of everything's on my mind today. It's all up there mashed together, like a neuron stew. So let's pop the top and dig in, Indiana-Jones-and-the-Temple-Doom style.

Diss. stuff is going okay, I suppose. I recieved comments back from my director. We had a small chat, and I realized that I really don't know very much about how these things are generally structured. At least, I know the basics, but when you get right down to it, I'm not really sure what's going on, totally. Were I back in IL, I'd be able to sit in the department lounge and pull out 6 or 7 dissertations at random to see what they look like. However, I'm not there, which makes my job just a little more difficult.
And so when I talked to my director he had to sit down with me and say things like, chapter one sets up your problem; chapter two is a review of literature; chapter three is your methodology; etc. You have to admit that this information is some basic stuff that I should've known. And so the drafts that I sent over were not doing the jobs that they should have. They were more of a hodge podge of ideas, things that should have been given a little more direction and should have been split up into more than two chapters.

I do have a plan now for my next submissions. And of course that's a good thing. Next step, I guess, is to work on it. I should have a pretty big block of time next weekend. We're going to a volleyball tournament in Bellevue (over by Seattle). That means a quiet hotel room and nothing to do for like 5 or 6 hours. Plus, the 'burbs means decent bookstores, where I might find some helpful stuff. Besides your used bookstore chock full of Daniel Steele, Stephen King, James Patterson and the works, all we have here is a Hastings, a store where the "religion" section carries 90-95 percent Christian books, Bibles, etc. with the Koran and the Torah thrown in for good measure and the "philosophy" section contains books on Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism, and so on. I find that just a little wierd, as if Christianity is "Religion" all of these other things are "just philosophies."

Found out today that my little bro., Alex, set a date for his wedding. Did I tell you all that he was engaged? It happened over Christmas. Cute story, actually, though I'm not going to tell it. Don't know if you remember him; pretty much my twin but three years younger. He's getting married on Sept. 27 to an absolute cutie-pie sweetheart. And I'm the best man. I was really happy to hear that. I'm really hoping that Jen and I are back in the Midwest by then, but we haven't heard anything definitive.

Been interviewing, with a few prospects, but nothing has panned out. A colleague of mine says that she's surprised. I am too, a little. She's kind of summed up my thinking on the matter, when she says that I have the experience and the education, that I'm pleasant to get along with, and that for these reasons I should be a competetive candidate. It just makes me wonder if I'm doing something wrong in the way that I'm presenting myself. It's very a frustrating and humbling process--especially when you apply for a position that seems perfect for you and you don't even receive a response, not even a rejection letter. What are these places looking for? Who is getting these jobs? What's going on in the mind of search committees when they look at my application materials?

I'm also a little worried about my mom, who slipped and fell on a cruise back in January and is still undergoing physical therapy. It looks like it's going to take quite a bit more time too. She tore her ACL, and she's had some other complications related to her treatment. It's been almost two months, and she's still immobilized. Jen and I are really wondering why and are a little annoyed at how the whole situation is being handled by her doctors. It's pretty frustrating, especially being out here, where it takes 5 hours and just under a grand for us to travel home, which is pretty much the reason that we're looking to move back. So my mom is worried that she won't be able to do much at Al's wedding; she pictures herself going down the aisle in a kneebrace and a walker, which shouldn't even be an issue based on her injury because of how far away the wedding is, but it is an issue because of how it's being handled and so it's just a big mess. Sigh. What are you going to do, though, right? Grin and bear it? Get angry? None of it does any good anyway.
Working with a student who plagiarized last quarter... I'm letting her rewrite the essay she plagiarized. I'm pretty sure it was unintentional plagiarism, and this will be a learning opportunity for her, hopefully. She doesn't get it. Thinks it's about adding in a few quotation marks here and there. Got angry when she saw her final grade. Well, maybe if she came to class she'd understand. It probably came as quite a shock to her when she came to my office to make arrangements for rewriting the essay, and I told her that she needed to come up with her own idea for the essay, that her thesis for the essay was someone else's idea. We'll see how things turn out.
Well, that was thoroughly depressing. :) But in a good way, I suppose.

5 Comments:

Blogger Marcea said...

Hi Brad - I totally understand about wanting to be closer to home. My grandma isn't doing very well these days and I feel like I should be there more often. I hope your mom gets better. I also feel you about the diss. No one told me anything about how it's supposed to go. Sometimes it's best to just get the basics down from the Director. It'll save time later!

And congrats on your brother's wedding!

3:57 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Brad, Mom got good marks from Dr. Glasgow. With the exception of one ligament, can't remember which he said isn't healing at a good rate. She got bumped up to 3x a week therapy and can bend her knee. She is dealing with nerve pain but figures at least the nerves are comming back.She uses her Lamaze training from when you were born to get through the pain. You made contributions you didn't even know about. The vascular Dr. in Rfd. said she is getting improved circulation in the foot. Alex's wedding is now only 5 months away I don't know how much Mom will have progressed by then. Keep plugging along on that "diss." We will be out to see you in May. Our flight will arrive in Spokane Thurs. night May 22 and we will fly home June 8. But don't let us distract you from your writing. At least you can see where your completed degree will lead. Could the unfinished nature of your degree be putting off potential employers? There are quite a few of "us" who never get that dissertation completed. Then life gets in our way and the dissertation is forgotten. Hummm. Anita

12:44 AM  
Blogger Brad Smith said...

Hey Anita,

The job scene might partially be the dissertation, but I'm also applying to community college jobs, where theoretically you don't need a Ph.D. to work. I've been getting further in job searches recently but still no luck.

Wenatchee Valley College has an open position, but I just don't have a good feeling about it. We'll see how it goes.

8:37 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Hi Brad,
It's nice to know tht someone is worriying about me. I have been more encouraged this last week.The additional therapy times are helping. I'm also finding out that one of the reasons they didn't do surgery when they should have had more to do with the passage of time. Dr. Glasgow said after 13 days from the injury there was less chance of success. That's why I had to do the conservative route of immobilization, scarring and molding the tissues afterward. It's a long process but the therapy is going well and I trust Dr. Steve alot more than I didi the guy in Rockford. Wish you were closer to home too.
Mom

11:11 AM  
Blogger Brad Smith said...

Glad to hear things are going a little better. See you in September. :)

Jen and I still need to get plane tickets. UGH!

8:39 AM  

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